OK, so I officialy got my new account. is my new account. It is now reserved for moi because that is my name. This current name is long...i dont like long. Anyhoo, this account will basically be inactive. To my friends, I have already added you as a freind. If I forgot you, let me know on THAT account. I will not respond to comments on this account anymore after a week. I will transfer the files over and then all will be done.

I like getting a fresh start.

Aurora Okami has snatched this from


I Fear…

[x] the dark (Why? I really don't fear the dark, but my house is alive, I swear )
[x] staying single forever (Well when you have a crush, it's hard to say otherwise)
[x] being a parent (who isn't?)
[x] giving birth (pain....and evil dark circles...I've seen it and dont wanna do it...)
[ ] being myself in front of others (I've gotten over it)
[ ] open spaces (Open Skies ftw!)
[ ] closed spaces (Hey, as a wolf, I need a den...)
[ ] heights (I'm the Moon, I think I'd better be ok with this...)
[ ] dogs (uh...*looks at self*)
[ ] birds (purdy burdy)
[ ] fish (*eats*)
[x] spiders (I'm fine...until they start crawling AT me...)
[ ] flowers or other plants (ok...)

Total so far: 5

[x] being touched (ok, I jump at simple touches...I'm ok if it's certain people...)
[ ] fire (burn baby burn!)
[x] deep water (big dark nothingness...hard to grasp the concept)
[ ] snakes (awesomeness!)
[ ] silk (so soft)
[ ] the ocean (Lugia? where art thou? Lugia?)
[ ] failure (too often, but I learn from it)
[ ] success (success leads to even more success)
[x] thunder/lightning (I had a bad experience involving a tornado and a bolt of lightning twenty feet from the car I was in)
[ ] frogs/toads (lol)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (well my crush's dad is awesome and remembers me more that I remember him lol)
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom (crush's mom is so nice and offered me a ride home after school)
[ ] rats (I really don't mind em)
[x] jumping from high places (well I draw the line somewhere)
[ ] snow (Heck no! I wish I had snow)

Total so far: 9

[ ] rain (the more, the better)
[ ] wind (Luffs wind! Makes my fur fluffy)
[ ] crossing hanging bridges (nah...it's fun!)
[ ] death (It comes when I come, but I wont die until it is needed. I will die of age or for my friends (best friend or crush))
[ ] heaven (I await the day I rise to the Celestial Plain of Heaven)
[x] being robbed (It's happened, it scared me)
[ ] falling (I fall too much to care)
[x] clowns (don't ask)
[x] dolls (The eyes....THE EEYYYES! (that was boxwolf's comment, I agree))
[x] large crowds of people (I get lost)
[ ] men (I'm used to them)
[ ] women (Same...)
[ ] having great responsibilities (I'm self reliant)
[x] doctors, including dentists (they lie...with needles)
[x] tornadoes (I was waaaaay too close to one...not again))

Total so far: 15

[x] hurricanes (I saw the aftermath of Katrina...)
[x] incurable diseases (most are painful)
[ ] sharks (punch the nose!)
[ ] Friday the 13th (I get GOOD luck usually)
[ ] ghosts (I howl for them, and they leave me alone in payment)
[ ] poverty (friends...that's all I need)
[ ] Halloween (I'm the one doing the scaring)
[ ] school (deal with it...it just sucks)
[ ] trains (so much fun)
[ ] odd numbers (...)
[ ] even numbers (.....)
[x] being alone (never again...)
[ ] becoming blind (hey, I have my sense of smell)
[ ] becoming deaf (as long as I have vision)
[x] growing up (I really don't want to leave...home yes, but childhood?)

Total so far: 19

[x] creepy noises in the night (duh)
[x] bee stings (I'm scared of bees in general)
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals (I have major goals)
[x] needles (I pass out apparently)
[x] blood (only in large quantities)
[ ] dinosaurs (lol they cool!)
[ ] the welcome mat (...what?)
[ ] high speed (need for speed)
[x] throwing up (horrible)
[ ] falling in love (heck no..I WANT it...)
[ ] super secrets (I'm the best secret keeper you'll meet)
[ ] fear (ironicaly no...)

Final Total: 25



... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears...


If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.
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Oh shizznits....I'm paraoid apparently lol

No, I'm not leaving.


I was sitting here once I got back from Saturday school (which I need to explain later ^-^) and realized I'm so attached to being here that I can't leave. Besides, I still have some friends here who I always enjoy chatting with (especially since one of them *cough* Sheena *cough* finally got onto TST chat, now the randoms fun can commense beyond repair). I also would miss and my Wolf-to-Dragonfox conversations...arf? arf arf! ARF! arf??? lol that's how it usually goes XD And who can forget and with their fan fics? Their imaginations are wild and keep me going. And once Eon comes to her senses, (Deathrose, idk what you told her, but I know you said something > ) all will be right as rain.

Now, RANT TIME!

Saturday School was great! *long silence* I'm serious! Ok, so I don't wanna do it again, but it snapped me away from sculpturing and back to drawing. I finally perfected Okami-Style (at least to my fullest extent) and made two kick-butt pics (in my mind). I have totally Okamified not only my character, but my friends' characters. And I have an awesome story with my character and Okami Shiranui.

I am in the process of getting a new account. I hate not being able to change usernames, and I'm gonna make a spare account where I'll post my art now that it's been "perfected". Plus, my current username is long....Aurora Okami is much easier!

EDIT! Here's the link to my new account I plan on making that my main account because of the name <3 so please use THAT as the mainplace. All of my art will be there. And don't flip if I add you as a friend from there!


Uh, you'll hate me for this, but instead of slight changes, I totally revised my character...you'll see what I mean Monday...or Tuesday...hopefully.................

I am being eaten alive by mosquitos...it's incredibly hot right now, so we open the doors to let the air in outside cuz we have a nice breeze, but then mosquitos come in from the creek down the street. Ugh....

Final statements...I made my own personal butterfly house today! I have a HUGE mosquito net and turned it into a butterfly house and place 100 caterpillars in it. Once they become butterflies, my best friend and I are gonna release them! I can't wait!

*rolls around on ground* still jobless, still in frenzies, but I'm alive. Monday is gonna be kick butt for me, and I cant wait...except for english class...if I get stuck with that evil sub, i'm gonna die...he has a dark aura, I swear...I can SMELL the evil....not saying that class is any good otherwise, but you get my point


I am now ready to sleep off my confusion. I seriously thought Thursday was sometime in June. I was so convinced that it was that I almost didn't go to school yesterday. This heat is messing my mind up, I swear.



That's the news! Keep on howling folks! Your's truly, the beloved Okami Aurora.

Well, this should come as a relief to me, but maybe not for the rest of you....I found the source of my completely hectic life!

You're doing it right now.

Internet. Well, actually just the people I know and such. I get too attached to talking to them and they really do become my friends.

DO NOT BEGIN AN ARGUMENT WITH ME ABOUT THIS! I am stating a point. It sounds stupid, but in my shoes it all fits.

I have friends who like randomly deciding that they're life has come to a total crash and become, for lack of better words, emo. Ok, my life has had ts twists and turns, but here I am, letting you all know what is happening, keepng myself active here. But when friends don't tell you what is the problem, they just go off about it, then ok. I have helped plently of people, but I cant do jack squat if you dont tell me first.
I've been here at the sidelines with some of the arguments and event I'm speaking of. I watch and try to help, but my "friends" wont say a thing about what's going on, and so you know what? Forget it.

I found out that my life may be much more relaxed if I leave permanently.

No, I don't want to do that. I am capable of taking hits, and I will stay here willingly. But honestly, I would also love to go offline. So, to those I'm speakingof (you know who you are) take this into account. I hate to do this, but I am anxious to have my life.

I will give it, say, 48 hours? After saturday school is over and that whole saturday passes. I'll come on and make my decision. This isn't a joke like the whole TST thing. I MAY show up once a month or so....MAY...but honestly, I would love to take up that extra time on more constructive outlets.

So, there's my rant. Don't look at me with that look. Don't tell me I'm stupid or over reacting. Don't think that this is way out of hand. I am not dragging more people into it. This is between me and those who know that they are causing this kind of chaos. I am not stupid or weak. I am just perfectly willing to spend my life with my friends more, chasing a crush, and building my dream which I have purposely held back JUST to be here. Knowing that I can be free of bondage, I can finally get more motivated with a job hunt.

Bye y'all!

Number of things...

First of all, Eon. What do you mean Zira died? If she told you, how did she die? And don't leave just because of that please.

AP test is done for me, and it was as horrible as I anticipated, if not moreso. I dont care about high scores...I just wanna pass.

My best friend and I are ok again. She wasn't mad, just hurried...she was going somewhere and I was holding her up. XD I always do that. But yeah, we're cool now

My crush and I went job hunting today. Just the two of us! XD He's so polite and nice, I sure hope it was because of me being there. We spent like two hours doing it too, and I got loads of apps...now to fill em out and hope.

The repetion has ended...but now I've already started finals, which aren't until June 3-5!!! XP omg it's suckish...

Parents are taking things harshly with me right now. I'm caught between a Groudon and a hard place. I have a month to get a job...